Ryan: You ok?
Ryan: It’s so weird talking about that night. Last time we were here I was leaving, and now you are.
Marissa: That night.. did you ever think we’d end up together?
Ryan: You saying it’s over? You never know, right.
Marissa: I’m sorry. For all the craziness.
Ryan: I wouldn’t have done it any differently. Except maybe Oliver.
Marissa: Me too.
who are you?
whoever you want me to be.
themed party // challenge one; first meetings // the oc - ryan and marissa
i feel like role-playing has changed so much since i started doing it years ago. and i mean years ago. probably around seven or so including my breaks. i had my own niche then. i had lillie, colleen, cate, janna, maddie, sarah and maybe somebody else … i am horrible with names sometimes. they were my best friends too because i had no one else to talk to in real life. i’m ashes, by the way. i started new again a few months ago because i just want to see if i can start over and see if i still love role-playing like i did back then. it was my life back then though. now, i am busy with school and work and just life in general. i’ll always love role-playing though and i’m always coming back to it. i can’t give up on it.
but for people who feel like they don’t fit in, you do. deep down you do. because there are a lot of people who feel the same way and we all fit in together. i’m not in this community as i used to be and i am okay with that. i hate rp cliques. they piss me off to no end.
i just want role-playing back how it used to be. it used to be my one true love.
#THIS SCENE. THIS SCENE RIGHT HERE WAS MY FAVORITE. i love how they can be themsevles with each other. i love how when she was going craycray he was smiling the whole time because that’s how he loves her. i love how they look at each other. i love how he tried so hard to redeem himself in this episode without shoving himself onto her, it was nautral. THEY’RE INEVITABLE.